Monday, March 26, 2012

Meaning of LIFE???

What is the purpose to live? Why am I allowed to live?? The world will just go on even without me, so why am I alive??? Life will just carry on even without me, so why am I alive???

I feel alone even when I’m in the middle of the peoples, nobody needs me, nobody appreciate me, nobody knows me, so why am I alive?? Every thing I do, no one will see it. Everything I say, nobody will listen. Every thing I think, nobody will understand. You think this is the small things that not worth to bother about, are actually serious things that I care a lot! I try to be strong, but actually I’m still a weakling.

Why can you do this but can’t I? Why I can fit into your conversation?? Am I a nuisance to you all???? Am I a burden to you all???? Am I just a people that randomly join you all like a busybody?????

Who say religion can ease a people’s mind? The time that I feel extremely lonely and stress is in my religion center! Just because I’m not talkative enough so I can’t join you all?? Just because I’m not following the trend like a normal teenager so I cant join you all? Just because I don’t have a sense of humor like you all so I cannot join? Just because I don’t speak English as well as you all so I cannot join you???? SO WHY AM I ALIVE????

Somebody once told me, “even if you feel sad and tends get moody all the time, the earth will not stop working as you feel sad, so why waste your time to become morose?” Ya that’s right, even when you happy or angry the earth will still keep going, so why waste your time living on earth? When you die you won’t feel sad or happy or angry anymore, the entire galaxy will always keep going on and on, so why are we were allowed to be live??

I’m confused, I’m lost, I’m…demanding an answer…