tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13226587610139595032024-03-13T09:18:09.417-07:00Lyeon's blog :)Just some random stuff about my life ;)Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.comBlogger196125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-64513950536896441082015-12-01T07:10:00.003-08:002015-12-01T07:10:49.135-08:00Heywow, is been awhile since I post anything here lol....Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-48176678326596781602014-05-17T04:19:00.002-07:002014-05-17T04:19:48.164-07:00KPOP 和 VOCALOID?(纯粹分享意见,韩饭,VIP,EXOtic, V家饭莫喷)<br />
以前都是听VOCALOID的后来不懂做么脑子抽了忽然去找从来不听的KPOP(BIGBANG 和 EXO的歌)来听觉得也不错嘛...<br />
然后, KPOP 和 VOCALOID的歌混着听了...<br />
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对我来说,KPOP的歌是好听啦, 但是商业味太重了, 听着爽但没味道, 看着也爽但人终究会变老,比较喜欢BIGBANG以前 《LIE》, 《HARU HARU》 那种的至少有故事有感情, 现在感觉好像一直在party那样。EXO还好,但是又传出Kris的事情。我会饭KPOP是因为喜欢看团员之间的兄弟情,虽然不懂camera后是怎样的啦, 不要误会哦我不腐二次元的,就喜欢看他们唱歌时怎样互相配合,和音变成一首好听的歌,跳舞时如何默契,上节目时互相搞笑,当然独特声线也是被他们吸引的原因,样貌嘛...基本上分辨BIGBANG成员都花上我五天时间, EXO我只分得出TAO,所以样貌对我来说不重要,只喜欢他们的音乐还有成员们的台下互动。《《是看太多三次元人物反而分不出真人了么?<br />
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VOCALOID虽然是虚拟声音软件, 可是他们的歌比KPOP更有感情,歌曲更多元化,因为每个背后很多composer和producer都是像我们一样的普通人,他们不用担心商业问题,纯粹是透过VOCALOID来分享他们的故事, 所以什么题材都可以唱。 老实说VOCALOID的歌是我听到会哭的,就是镜音双子的《恶之召使》,《Regret Message》,《soundless voice》。可是软件毕竟是软件,所有情感都是人造的,演唱会的也是,而且情感表达和歌好不好听也要看调教师的能力。<strike>就̶算̶是̶这̶样̶很̶多̶也̶好̶过̶真̶人̶唱̶的̶</strike><br />
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嘛,偶尔从三次元回归二次元也不是坏事啦...<strike>虽̶然̶还̶是̶三̶次̶元̶比̶较̶好̶ </strike>两个都一样爱啦,BIGBANG今年要回归了期待中 ^^ EXO希望会没事吧才刚起步歌和舞蹈都好听好看<br />
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ps. 三次元:动漫 二次元:现实Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-45526856620380041572013-12-24T22:42:00.000-08:002013-12-24T22:42:25.019-08:00adolescence's confusion??There is something that I cannot deny it, I am really not a normal girl.<br />
The confusion feeling rise up again, am I still an adolescence? Why I still have th sexual confusion in me??<br />
Yesterday, I watched some LGBT confessions, anti LGBT confession and a video about tomboys. I have really strange feelings, when the lesbian ( the one with boy role ) talked about themselves, most of their traits fit me, EXCEPT FOR I DO NOT HAVE FEELINGS FOR GIRLS. I admit I sometimes do enjoy looking at tomboys picture (especially those which is really handsome, even more handsome than real boys) and sometimes wanted to become like that. I even dreamt of dressing up like a boy walk on the road and suddenly a girl came up and confess to me, well that is more like a prank, then I will say :"Hey! I'm a girl!! got'cha!! hahaha!" then run away lol. But I looked at hot boys/men picture and fangirled about them as well.<br />
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Maybe you will say that: "Hey! you have really sure that you don't have feeling for girls, then you must be straight! Why the worry?" The problem is...I think I don't have feeling for boys too, don't know is it real or it just I haven't met my true love that can touch my heart. But for the previous encounter with boys, I do enjoy their company, I like to hang out with them, I love to be by their side more than with girls, but when they confessed to me, this really strange rejection and denial feeling, not that I don't like them, but I really don't want to have anymore deeper relationship with them other than friend, when I imagine the scene of me kissing or doing other more closer things (like every other couple will do) with another guy or girl, this very disgusting and hatred feeling rise up. I've dated a guy before, but everything that we do, I reject them very much, then I thought I really don't suit to dating so I broke up with him.<br />
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I wanted to be more manly, I wanted to dress up like a boy, I wanted people to admire and adore me but I don't have romantic feeling for girls (or boys?). My family and friends would misunderstand if I really done that, is it impossible to become a straight tomboy?? My little brother even scolded me and give me the disgusted look whenever I borrow their clothes and cut my hair, my mom even asked me that am I like girls?<br />
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I do enjoy being a girl, I know who I am, but I hope I have the chance to become opposite sex of myself for only one day, that's why, I like cosplay as male character, I like Kagamine Len because he is the mirror image, opposite sex of Kagamine Rin.<br />
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I am really not normal.Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-67638377125861005012013-09-18T04:01:00.001-07:002013-09-18T04:04:50.038-07:00Malaysia First Anime?I saw a commercial on the bus, is an anime trailer, but the characters all wearing traditional Malay costume like Hang Tuah like that, then I was shocked and happy the same time coz i thought our local animation finally reach a higher standard level like japan anime, so I go look up about the so-call Malaysia anime and find out that is a collabration between Malaysia animation studio, Funcel and Japan animation studio, Gonzo with the support of National Film Development Corporation of Malaysia to create an anime series featuring young Hang Tuah and his friends.<br />
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But then even the director, Hiroyuki Kitakubo (Blood: The Last Vampire) have refuse to claim himself as director but a advisor and tweeted that he is working on a SHITTY Malaysia anime =___= I heard that it was suppose to release on 2012 but no further news abt it and 22 out of 24 episodes have subcontracted to China (nt sure wat it mean but definately not a good thing)..<br />
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well I was expecting something when I saw the trailer on bus but after I do more research... I must say that...Malaysia Boleh ._. btw here is the "Malaysia Anime" that Im talking abt .__. is called Sintria: the warriors of 7 elements.<br />
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Talking about Malaysia Animation Studio, I prefer Animasia Studio more than Funcel, They have more potential and they have won many awards, they even have their products show on Cartoon Network ( Bola Kampung series) and Disney XD (Supa Strikas) which is one of my favourite cartoons, while Funcel? who is that? ._.Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-32928785936905094212013-08-29T09:58:00.000-07:002013-08-29T09:58:00.802-07:00Unknown FearI feel like Im going to crush by this unknown fear...I want to know what is troubling me?? How can I not know what I nervous for when I'm being this unsettle?? Am I really to the point of madness??? What happens to me???Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-33921165724453767782013-08-10T10:21:00.000-07:002013-08-10T10:21:47.812-07:00Confusion 2<a href="https://www.facebook.com/lyeon.wong/posts/643321395680395?notif_t=like">https://www.facebook.com/lyeon.wong/posts/643321395680395?notif_t=like</a><br />
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perhaps this is the answer of my confusion of my last week post...Im glad i finally figure it out myself :) tis is also the answer of why I broke up with my ex :) I gain freedom after I did tat :D<br />
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Yesterday Sam ask me for hang out today, yup, just me and him, at first I was worry that it would be awkward because only me and him go out together, but is exactly the opposite! xD the feeling is different when I go out with my brother gang or my ex, is like....so casual...we just talk watever we pop into our mind, and non stop xD i feel like is a whole different relationship between me and him, talk abt how me and Sam know each other, we are classmate from standard 4 to standard 6 in primary school, then same car from form 1 or form 2 to form 4 and my classmate again in form 5 in our secondary school, we also enter NS at the same time but different place but we would chat everytime we get our phone back during the 3 months NS life. Now after NS so long we haven't contact each other and we finally meet again :)<br />
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Hmm...wat is the relationship between me and him? ex-classmate? ex-car pool? is like...more than friend, less than best friend, different from being a "brother" and less than romantic relationship.... wow such complicated relationship, he is really a special friend of mine :) I hope I can keep the friendship like this to the end, Im sure he will, because he is such a special friend of mine :)<br />
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Ah !! I know!! is this call a "bosom buddy"? I can talk to him so casually, we can share whatever things about us, even porn even though we are opposite gender haha, but even though, we didn't contact each other so often, but when we do, we just talk and talk and talk......<br />
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Do I have feeling for him? I cant even say so myself anymore, since the pass incident had garbled my ability to interpret of having REAL feeling for a boy, now, I have equal feeling for boys, even got different feeling I will also consider it as the same feeling I have for other boys, I cannot differentiate it anymore, I'm scare to make another mistakes anymore, so, maybe I have feeling for him or maybe not, just like with other boys I interact with, What have happened to me???Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-63141767732698330152013-08-02T02:44:00.001-07:002013-08-02T02:44:59.487-07:00Confusing gender Sometimes Im confuse of myself, I dunno what my gender truly is...don't get me wrong, a gender and sex is different, according to my teachers in back when I joined National Service, they said sex is according to ur physical appearance, which is your sexual organ, weather u r a boy or a girl, but gender is according to ur mental and spiritual.<br />
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I'm fully aware of myself that I'm a girl, but, I'm not sure about my inner self...<br />
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Why I will question myself? It all start when I confess to a boy who I assume that I like him, but actually is not, the special feeling tat i have for him is only because he is the first male friend tat i ever have, but is not feeling of love, tat is a mistake tat i made. When Im with him, I does not feel comfortable, because the relationship has changed, he was my boyfriend, and i feel caged and so many restriction, I want to be free! I wan to be like a boy! so i broke up with him.<br />
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I like being around with boys, large group of boys not that i wan to flirt with them but I just feel comfortable when being with them, I can be who I am, without considering all the rules that how a girl should be, I just feel...free...if you want me to say what is my feeling toward them...they are my families...because when I being with them, I can trust them and relax with them as I would do in my home with my family...I just cant have the romantic love feeling toward them, even if they have any for me, i guess i haven't meet the right person yet.<br />
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I always feel that Im a gay rather then a straight girl, even though Im a girl in physical and I only have feeling for boy ( only interest in male character, handsome men) but I still not feel normal of myself, because my thinking is just...so boyish and I just can't do what a girl normally will do...I always want to dress like a boy, i despise dress and skirt, even if makeup I always think of how to make me look more like a boy...<br />
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I'm really confuse...will my friends accept who am I when they learn all this ? One thing I must emphasize, I'm not interest in girl so I'm not a homo, I just think and dress like boy.Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-18068892641197150612013-06-25T04:54:00.001-07:002013-06-25T04:54:15.783-07:00High school to collegeLoL Long time I didnt update my blog...so yeah...here I am lol...so many things that happend through out the years and there is no end in writing those stories...and I have goldfish memory also, I just forget what had happened in the past and move on, no matter happy or unhappy times...ya i know im kinda cruel to forget all those happy times i spent with my friends but hey, i cant help it, even if I remembered just pieces that all I could retrieve...so ...sorry ...<br />
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OK...What I wanted to say is...I'M A COLLEGE STUDENT NOW!!! lol time flies huh? When is the last time I update my blog again?? nah I forgot =.= I'm doing foundation of art and design currently at KBU international college and will continue my degree in Graphic Design :) Im so happy to be able to continue my dream in art even though I'm from pure science class, after two years of pure science study I confirmed that I 'm not suitable for science related career...art is my true destiny lol Im glad that my parent finally agree to let me learn art although it is still stress ( for workloads, deadlines and redos) but Im still happy compare when in science class :) I really enjoy it and I will continue work hard for it xD<br />
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Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-20048195537175584192013-01-02T06:12:00.001-08:002013-01-02T06:12:33.449-08:00memories with friends after graduate from secondary school<span style="color: #674ea7;"> <span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Finally!!! I get to spend time with my friends, creating sweet memories before I go for my National Service this saturday...I spent time with my best childhood friend Elaine on a boat ride to Pulau Ketam :DD,and also with Celia, Celine, abowloffish, Pei Si and Wai Yee in our 2013 countdown steamboat party...too bad I cannot stay until the count down :( and lastly with my brothas!!!!!! xDDD Teoh, S.Ze, X.Hau and Jake in Sunway :DDD these friends is the friends that I adore until I treat them as brothers and sisters already( and I mean onii chan and onee chan), They always take care of me and support me when I was down :) oh ya dun forget last year's comic fiesta with the same group with the addition of Yuki and Mia xD and the movie with Wynn, Bryan and QiQi :)) </span></span><br />
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<br /><span style="color: #073763;">too bad I didnt took photo with Elaine one :,( that is also one of my fun and memorable experience with my best friend</span><br />Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-80066589712573020052012-12-19T05:02:00.002-08:002012-12-19T05:02:20.355-08:00Every Naruto fan is feeling sad right now :C<br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sad...sad... T^T Neji from Naruto is dead. *tears up* damn! I never feel anything for manga characters espeacially in Naruto except when Sasori get revived and he is the first one to die for second time *grr..* and now... Kishimoto kill off Neji again!! WHY?? WHY NEJI???? OUT OF EVERY POSSIBLE CHARACTER?????? *GRAAAAAA!!!!* When I saw the page when someone jumped in front of Hinata and Naruto...I seriously hope is not Neji instead of Hiashi Hyuga, Hinata's father but no! My heart breaks when I turned the next page!! WHY????????? Being one of my most favourite character since Naruto and Naruto Shippuden, is so heart breaking to watch them die!!! When the last chapter where Shikaku and Inoichi, Shikamaru and Ino's fathers die, I already get the feelings that somebody important going to die again but I never thought is Neji!!!!!! GAAHHHHHHH!!!!! Curse you Kishimoto!!!!! DD:</span><br />
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Me and my friends finally get to go Genting Highland after SPM. We gather at Celia's house before heading to Genting at 10am. Originally got 8 people go that is me, Celia, PL, Xiao Hau, Teoh, Jun Yung, and Shang Ze... but then until the very last minute PL suddenly say she cannot go because she though that the date is 11 to 13 but actually the date change to 12 to 14 and on 14 Dec PL got something to do :( so only got 7 people go to genting... When we reach First World Hotel, we cannot check in to our room because we under age (17) so Celia's father help us to check in the room. Then because our outdoor indoor ticket only available for 13 Dec so we only stay in our room play PSP and PS2 that brought by Xiao Hau, Jun Yung and Teoh. We play play play until dinner time we go eat Bak Kut Teh...it feels good that a group of friends sitting together and eat together like family xD btw the food at there is so expensive Dx then we go play arcade, many funny things happened, especially the flip table arcade xD I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!! lol<br />
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13/12/2012<br />
We play UNO at room until 12.00am then go to sleep, we wake up at 7.30am. We went to eat breakfast and went to outdoor theme park. We played Go Kart and we also saw many cosplayer at there O.o Celia know some of them so she went to chat a bit with them.but them later every game also ful l of people so we decided to eat lunch first then rest at room until night time when there is lesser people in outdoor theme park. then about 6.00 pm we come down to the theme park and manage to play one or two games which I forgot. But then the fog getting thicker and started to rain so we go back to indoor park to think of something to play, Celia and I wanted to watch 4D movie but there is too much people at the queue and technical problem so we didnt get to watch it so Xiau Hao them decided to play bowling and its also the first time I play bowling ball xD. After that we went back to hotel room and decided to stay overnight because tomorrow we are going back home. Around 3.00 am Celia feeling not well and we had to cancel our overnight stay.<br />
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14/12/2012<br />
9.00am we wake up and pack our bag, we had to check out at 11.00 am, we went to eat breakfast and check out hotel room. 11.00 am me and Celia go home by taxi and reach by 1.00 pm :)<br />
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spent: RM 90.00Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-64931478040572973362012-12-06T08:50:00.002-08:002012-12-06T08:53:47.294-08:00Graduation PartyDecember 6 is our school chinese class graduation party...All the students in our school that taking chinese language is invited to join the party. It is the first time I've dress so formal and even make up to join a party...we had a lot of fun there and some touching moment especially with our chinese teacher...they put alot of effort to maintain the chinese language class in our school and they are the best teacher I've ever seen...I dun get it why alot of chinese today dun take chinese language, its like pulling our root off and forgot who we are, its our mother language, where we come from...fine dun get off the topic too much, back to the party...its awkward when i find my male friends to take picture...especially when I take picture with Wynn, ...overall is very fun and great opportunity to spend our final time with our friends again ( not exactly final time...as we still gonna meet) thank you PL and Etst for helping me to make up and all the hardworking chinese teachers for creating this event :)Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-49792214176460726292012-09-23T23:31:00.002-07:002012-09-23T23:31:35.535-07:00Suicide is stupid Today Im just talking about...suicide is stupid.<br />
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I dunno why ppl likes to suicide today, especially on very super duper tiny matter like break up, bad result, scold by parent or teacher, boring life, fight with friends... etc etc. Those are the most unforgivable and ridiculous reason for someone to suicide, those are just temperately problem that everyone needs to deal about, EVERYONE! So what makes you so special that you need to deal with this problem differently by dying while the other are capable to overcome their problem and live on a happy life, you are just a coward to run away from everything and you are a burden to everyone when you suicide and die because you left sadness and miserable life to the one you love, your family and your friends, You are just a selfish person that only think about solving your own problem in stupid way but never think of how your family and your friend feelings for your ignorant perspective of life.<br />
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Life is priceless, like time, you cannot use anything to bring back your life so why people nowadays, teens nowadays would not appreciate the gift that our parent give us? And easily hand it to grim reaper for some stupid reason. I read a book before, it said that when a people suicide, he or she will straight go to hell because they take the gift (life) from the god for granted, so god punish them by sent them to eternal hell, I strongly believe this so I also believe that suicide not does solve any of your problem but to bring yourself another big trouble!<br />
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What I most hated is when those suiciders have siblings under them, I'm the eldest child in my family so I know that whatever you do will affect you younger brothers and sisters. Have you ever think that your act will easily influence them and lead them to repeat what you do in the past? DO YOU WANT YOUR YOUNGER BROTHER AND SISTER TO REPEAT YOUR FATE?? BY ENDING THEIR LIFE TOO??? You just make a role model for them to see how things should be handle, in stupid and idiotic way. And if you really done this, you are the most cruel big brother or big sister I have ever seen. I love my two younger brothers more than anything I wont let my mistake to become their fate, they see me with high expectation that they can learn something from me so I won't let them down by doing anything stupid as suicide.<br />
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so in conclusion, suicide or kill yourself is the most stupid and idiotic things that only a fool will do. If you are my friends that reading this, I would like to warn you all first. If any one of you who happen to die because of suicide, I will not visit your grave, remember this.Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-27451068612474381172012-09-03T09:54:00.003-07:002012-09-03T10:05:56.026-07:00Lighten up9/4/12 12.55am <div>I'm still sitting in front of the computer, not for entertain purpose but for my spm trial exam, searching up and down for any useful material in write in my sejarah essay, feeling so stress out for the sejarah paper until half of my hair nearly gone ( I have a habit of scratching my hair really hard when I feel stress) until I read your email and blog post. I'm really happy that you finally walk out from the dark clouds and prepare to welcome the sunshine. I always worried about you. We spend some great time together last Friday and I'll never forget the happiness you and I have shared, Thank you so much for everything.</div><div><br /></div><div>And also thanks for refreshing my mind :D Your message boost me to study and I hope I can be help of you too :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, time to study again C: </div><div><br /></div>Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-78264788171129114802012-08-04T19:44:00.001-07:002012-08-04T19:44:12.575-07:00Sharing with your friend is caring to your friend I feel so lonely sometimes...not because I don't have friends or family, is because most of my friend wont share to me, I dont like this, I'm grateful for able to share happy memories with you all in these pass 5 years or as long as we met, so I also want to help my friends to be happy too, but...it seems like i fail to do so, whenever I saw you all moody and emo, I want to know, I want to help, but you all wont split a thing, I know sometime is ur personal affair, but atleast let me know that we, as your friend didnt add up ur sadness, for example u quarrell with your family and bring an emo face to school, you can just say :" it just family matter..." not just say :" oh its nothing" but obviously is not ok, I feel sad when you always hide everything to urself and walked away quietly...ya I know is your personality but, please dont ignore ur friend when they want to be with your, your know throughout the years when I away from home, no matter in school or anywhere, I always hope to have people to share their happiness and sadness to me, but unfortunately till now I'm still a dust to your eyes.<div><br />
</div><div> One day I cried, in class, when teacher is absent and the class is left to themselves, Im sorry I lied to you all that I cried is because I read a touching book, I cried is because I was lonely, I was doing my homework that time, all alone, when I glance around the classroom, all the people, including my friends, they were talking, they were together, they were laughing, happily. Even with my friend is by my side, she were laughing too, with my friend behind me. I felt abandoned, because the whole classroom, only me is all alone, no one invite me to join their laughter, no one wish to share with me, maybe u think I should volunteer myself to join the others, ya I thought so too, but when I think about it, everytime always me volunteer myself into a group ( when no teacher around, just chatting), like, no one invite me to join their group before, is it they initially dont want me to join but I insist to join them?? If I didnt ask, will they invite me??? I shed a tear, no one notice it.</div><div>More tears rushing out from my eyes, no one notice, even my friend beside me. I cried nearly one period until another teacher comes in, still no one came to me and ask : "what's wrong?" Then, I recall that everytime got people cried in class, their friends will beside them, patting their back, saying : its ok..." but when its my turn, no one, nothing, laughters still continue, more knifes is stabbing me. Is it I'm so worthless to your all??? My heart sink, because I finally notice that I'm just a nobody for everyone when this is the last year I will spent with them, when I treat u all so important than my own life, that I admire so much for you all. But I feel more console, when you ask me what wrong in class during recess time, you thought I was crying because of homework, close enough...</div><div><br />
</div><div> Maybe you dont know, Im a very sensitive and low self confidence, I always thought that even if I dissapear from this world, no one will notice, earth will keep turning, life will keep going on, so I also treat myself not important, but, you, came in front of me, and ask " why yesterday you didnt come?" " Do you want me to wait for you?" "Here, just now we went Chatime and bought this for you." " I remember you said that...". Maybe you ady forgot, but those are very big words for me, when I think that noone will care about me, when I think I was left alone, your words which contain a little bit of concern, can easily touched me. I look emotionless outside but inside I was full of thankful and gratefulness for you that say this to me. or maybe sometime you saw I was shock and surprise by your words is because I never think anyone will say this kind of things to me.</div><div><br />
</div><div>Thank you for acknowledge my existence, thank you for being kind to me, thank you for share happiness with me, thank you for everything when I step out my home. But I hope, u can also share your sadness to me, to let me know Im not a burden to you, to give me a chance to convert sadness to happiness, to stand by your side and support you.</div><div><br />
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</div><div>p.s.The 'you' im using is refer to everyone, every friends I know </div>Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-29960037061246801362012-07-02T07:30:00.003-07:002012-07-02T07:30:58.720-07:00Your blog influence me... Gosh now I begin to develope a habit of writing a post whenever i read your blog, same old sentence I will repeat and repeat, your blog contain so much sadness that I even bear! From now on I will look up to you more and more...<br />
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Just read my friends blog, everytime I read her blog I feel so sad...because her blog contain so much sadness that couldnt be told to the others, but Im so glad that she never gives up and keep moving forward...thanks to the power of god she can stand up till now and I'm also glad that god have given her the power to move on...<br />
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but Im still a buddhist though, I'm just glad that someone else had support my friend in both mentally and physical way.<br />
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I know I'm blessed with my family and friends who is willing to help me whenever I'm in trouble, those who went to suicide or get depressed just because of love problem is plain stupid and ignorant, they are not appreciating the life that our parent gifted to us and waste it, leaves all the people who love you in sorrow, so I think people that haven't grow up( which is include teenager ( age 13 to 18) shouldnt focus on your so called "lover" so much and end up in forever loop of suffering yourself. Buddha teach us not to crave on something too much, and learn to let go the past, learn from the past...<br />
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Haiz...maybe you all will critisize me for not understand the situation you are in as I never have a relationship with anyone before...but that is the true, dont you all agree?Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-24142616568874722472012-03-26T02:07:00.000-07:002012-03-26T02:08:01.932-07:00Meaning of LIFE???<p class="MsoNormal">What is the purpose to live? Why am I allowed to live?? The world will just go on even without me, so why am I alive??? Life will just carry on even without me, so why am I alive???</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I feel alone even when I’m in the middle of the peoples, nobody needs me, nobody appreciate me, nobody knows me, so why am I alive?? Every thing I do, no one will see it. Everything I say, nobody will listen. Every thing I think, nobody will understand. You think this is the small things that not worth to bother about, are actually serious things that I care a lot! I try to be strong, but actually I’m still a weakling.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Why can you do this but can’t I? Why I can fit into your conversation?? Am I a nuisance to you all???? Am I a burden to you all???? Am I just a people that randomly join you all like a busybody?????</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Who say religion can ease a people’s mind? The time that I feel extremely lonely and stress is in my religion center! Just because I’m not talkative enough so I can’t join you all?? Just because I’m not following the trend like a normal teenager so I cant join you all? Just because I don’t have a sense of humor like you all so I cannot join? Just because I don’t speak English as well as you all so I cannot join you???? SO WHY AM I ALIVE????</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Somebody once told me, “even if you feel sad and tends get moody all the time, the earth will not stop working as you feel sad, so why waste your time to become morose?” Ya that’s right, even when you happy or angry the earth will still keep going, so why waste your time living on earth? When you die you won’t feel sad or happy or angry anymore, the entire galaxy will always keep going on and on, so why are we were allowed to be live??<br /><!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><br /><!--[endif]--></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I’m confused, I’m lost, I’m…demanding an answer…</p>Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-62665257669579896362012-03-12T01:35:00.005-07:002012-03-12T02:11:33.256-07:00COSPLAYER<b><span ><span style="font-size: 100%; " >I, Lyeon/WSW has officially become a cosplayer!!! xDDDDD</span><br /></span></b><div><div><b><span ><span >last saturday at 1 Utama had held an Animax Carnival, me and my friends has attend the 1st day carnival,</span> <span >at first i was not thinking to cosplay any character since my kagamine len wig havent arrive yet....but at th</span><span style="font-size: 100%; "><span >e last minute i found out tat one of my friend tat gt cos kagamine len didnt go for the animax carnival 1st day, so i decided to borrow the wig from her, and i cos camellia len since the costume so casual i can match the costume with my own clothes and some i borrrowed from my friends xD</span><span > but then b4r the day we go carnival i stayed up night until 3.00am to worked for the accesaries =.=</span><span > but then overall the carnival is fun and interesting!! xD 1st time to cosplay, 1st time to pretend to be a boy, 1st time to wear a wig go to an event!!!! xDDDDDD</span></span><span style="font-size: 100%; "><span >D</span></span></span></b></div><span ><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Gp0GQHi9Ehs/T1228dTh5RI/AAAAAAAAAY4/xq3v1enVEeY/s320/len%2Bwsw.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5718928251605345554" style="float: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /></span><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "> </div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><span ><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; ">le me cosplay as camellia len xD photo by Razrig photography ( thanks for the photos! xDD)</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-80thSGJO90Y/T123X8YUW7I/AAAAAAAAAZE/7hA9_gRAvT4/s320/camellia%2Bgroup.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5718928723803397042" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline; float: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px; " /></div></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; ">photo by Razrig Photography</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span >the vocaloid camellia group xD from left to right ( Celine, Celia, Lyeon(me), ChanPL ) all of them are great isnt it? my cosplay senpai s(seniors) xDDD</span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div><span ><b>great thanks to </b></span></div><div><span ><b>Celia - for providing transport</b></span></div><div><span ><b>Celine- for lending me the neck tie</b></span></div><div><span ><b><span >ChanPL- for being beautiful xD jokes but u really is a beau</span><span >ty </span></b></span><span ><span style="font-family: Symbol; font-size: 100%; ">©</span><span style="font-family: Symbol; font-size: 100%; ">©</span></span></div><div><span ><b>Elaine- for lending me her ribbons (ur ribbons is great! trust me! xP)</b></span></div><div><span ><b>Xiaao Etst- for helping me to make up </b></span><span ><span style="font-family: Symbol; font-size: 100%; ">©</span><span style="font-family: Symbol; font-size: 100%; ">©</span></span></div><div><span ><b>Da Cheese- for helping me to make up and lend me your hair web </b></span><span ><span style="font-family: Symbol; font-size: 100%; ">©</span><span style="font-family: Symbol; font-size: 100%; ">©</span></span></div><div><span ><b>Jenny Choo- your outfit is so cute!! xD</b></span><span ><span style="font-size: 100%; "><b> </b></span><span style="font-size: 100%; "><span style="font-family: Symbol; ">©</span><span style="font-family: Symbol; ">©</span></span></span></div><div><span ><b><span >S.Z, X.Hau, Edward, Kenji- thankx for coming :) (to Ed: if u sick u should rest at home, i nvr hoped tat anyone to fall sick juz to attend an anime event >.<)</span></b></span></div><div><span ><b>all the photographers at the Animax Carnival- thankx for the photos! u all have great skills xDD</b></span></div><div><span ><b>Divon and Gundam- you two should cosplay more!!!! xDDDDD</b></span></div>Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-44194273292240392472011-08-15T01:07:00.000-07:002011-08-15T01:18:00.755-07:00为什么??<span style="color:#333333;">为什么??为什么又会发生这样的事??我还以为我摆脱了那件事的阴影,为什么会再发生???</span>
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<br /><span style="color:#333333;">我最害怕和朋友绝交!可是为什么这件事还会发生在我身上???虽然他说不是因我而起,不过,面对一个朋友的离开,我还是会受不了!!今天大家还谈天说笑,为什么第二天就变陌生人了??我最受不了这样的打击!!!在几接到他的短讯的刹那,我的心又变的十分沉重,那时痛苦的感受,又回来了!我有种想哭的冲动!到底发生了什么事??为什么好像只有我一个人傻傻地什么都不知道???</span>
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<br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">女性崛起,男生就没落了吗?</span><span style="color:#ff9900;">感觉上现在的男生都不像男生的!</span><span style="color:#ffcc00;">空有男性的外形而已...而内在的性格呢?</span><span style="color:#33cc00;">没主见,依赖,总是犹豫不决,胆小怕事,死板板,只会批评别人又不要用镜子照一下自己的样子,在班上演讲也会发抖!</span>
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<br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">今天总算看到了你们的死样子了!</span><span style="color:#ff6600;">看到别人有困难只会袖手旁观,而且有困难的还是女生耶!</span><span style="color:#ffcc33;">就算长的不漂亮也看在同车的份上帮个忙吧?</span><span style="color:#ffcc00;">还以为男生都讲义气的呢!事后还讲一大堆理由为什么没帮忙!!</span><span style="color:#cc0000;">帮了忙又不会以身相许啦!怕肮脏就怕肮脏啦!讲什么理由!没种还敢跟我埋怨爱情的烦恼!还好我不怕肮脏哩!不然我的水壶就在沟渠里哭泣了!本来是想测试你们一下才比较迟下去捡的,没想到一个两个还真的不是走掉就是等着看戏,在车上还讲出酱不自量力的理由!</span><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">孬种!</span></strong> </div></div>
<br />Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-12336338048233804242011-08-02T02:50:00.000-07:002011-08-02T02:56:38.049-07:00to my unhappy friend EJust saw my old friend's blog post....<br />i can feel it...it contain so much sadness, anger, and dissapoint...<br />I kinda know her situation a little bit...since she is my primary school best friend...<br />dunno why after i read her post of these few days my heart also feel ache and painful...i wish i was there to comfort her....i want to help her but...i still dunno wat's happening...i oni know tat right now she is very very sad...<br />if u saw tis, i want u to know, no matter u r with who, no matter wat's the race of u mate, i still wan to bless u two...ur happiness r the most important thing rite? I juz wan u to know sumwhere on tis earth, u still hav a friend to support u :) u r nt aloneLyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-44356129612359074752011-07-10T23:52:00.000-07:002011-07-11T00:08:32.468-07:00兄弟情?<span style="color:#00cccc;">最近,埋在我心中困扰着我的问题终于解开了!多亏了他们啊!哈哈!<br />他们说我没有女性的气质…就是说我男子气咯!所以说虽然我是女生但又和男生投得来而且又没有尴尬的感觉,是因为和他们在一起时我把自己当成男生又或者他们把我当作男生了!是这样的吗?应该是吧… 唉…想起自己小学时候还每次被那些小弟弟小妹妹叫作“哥哥”的呢…还是我没有女生该有的性格??(讨厌化妆、不爱穿裙、书包里没有镜子,扇子,梳子、出门不擦防晒油、爱运动爱流汗爱流血?!)<br />唉…朋友就朋友嘛…想酱多干嘛?真是庸人自扰啊啊!! </span>Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-56042701100188284132011-06-03T02:47:00.000-07:002011-06-03T04:25:12.846-07:00终于可以再打羽毛球了!xD Finally can play badminton again!<span style="color:#003300;">昨天,因为没有人载我还以为和羽球没缘分了,没想到Teoh想到一个方法--陪我一起走路去MBA,有点感动呢...T.T 因为他还要专程走到我家附近等我才一起去。<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">不过,幸好有经过X.Hao的家,才有机会搭他的顺风车。过后我们到MBA后面的篮球场集合。嗯...大概有6个人吧...S.Z,S.Z的弟弟,Teoh,X.Hao,Q.U,还有我。 然后我们只打了1个小时的球,过后就打道回府了...<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">因为6个人只有我一个是女的, 所以Teoh 和X.Hao 决定陪我一起走回家...他们真是太好人了...因为我的家和他们的家都不顺路,可是他们却愿意绕过回他们家的路陪我走到我的家门口...T^T 以后一定要好好报答他们!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">(gt ntg to do so I do an english translation)<br /></span><span style="color:#003300;">Yesterday, bcos I hav no transport I thought I can't play badminton again, but then Teoh sort out a solution--he will walk with me to MBA. I feel touched bcoz he hav to walk to my house nearby to wait for me to go together.<br /></span><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">Fortunately, our path also passby X,Hao's house who also gt go 4r badminton with us so we hav a chance to take his ride we dun hav to walk all away from my house to MBA. All of us assemble at the basketball court tat behind MBA. About 6 ppl we hav in total, S.Z,S.Z's younger brother,Teoh,X.Hao,Q.U n me. We juz played 4r 1 hour then we all went home.</span><br /><br /><p><span style="color:#009900;">Because from the 6 ppl I'm the only girl so Teoh n X.Hao decided to walk me back home...They r so kind hearted! Because my house n their house r nt on the same path but they willing to company me until to my door...T^T...I hav to repay them properly in the future! </span></p><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p><span style="color:#009900;"></span></p>Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1322658761013959503.post-27973485159351684922011-05-27T03:56:00.000-07:002011-05-27T04:14:06.903-07:00Thank you!<span style="font-family:arial;color:#003333;">Today its my 1st time to go out with Celia n Z.Y n oso my 1st time to bath in her house, so I wan to say 100000000000000000 thank you to Celia n her family...u all treating me too good...so touched...T^T</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#003333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#336666;">We went to Sunway Piramid to watch movie...at 1st was Ming invite us to go watch movie with his friends ( he planing to watch 2 or 3 movie non stop but three of us cannot stay too late so we oni agreed to watch 1 movie with them) but actually towards the end...three of us split up with Ming's gang except when watching movie... we went to some japanese restaurant, souvenier shops, comic stalls ( omg sunway's things r so expensive! but I still bought some comics~coz the comics r my brothers favourite but they could not find anywhere so I bought 4r them)</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#339999;">All I wan to say is, thank you Celia n her family 4r letting me to bath in their house n fetch me, thnkx Celia and Z.Y for brought me to eat takoyaki n japanese ice-blended, thank you Ming 4r invite three of us to watch movie! thank you everyone n sorry if I cause any problems C:</span></span>Lyeonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16505429260522946990noreply@blogger.com0