Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Today u words let me dissapoint to u!

I cannot take it anymore!!! I forgive u again n again but u nvr appreciate! n always thought I was the one do do wrong !! expect me to beg 4r ur forgiveness? ya! everyone will do wrong! if i hav done anything tat hurt u, SORRY! but when u hurted me, do u apologize?? NO!! u juz nvr realize wat u hav done wrong n u nvr change!! ya! I realize my mistake n I am changing! but i cannot change suddenly after ur complain!! u hav to gimme time!! but did u realize tat im changing n do u oso change?? NO!! u nvr change n thought u r the one mighty n nvr do any mistake!! u nvr realize ur mistake!! even face wit ur complain u juz run away!! nvr thought tat u were wrong!!

U juz take the care of other ppl is necessary to u! u nvr c the care n u say ppl dun care of u?? come on! it is U the one who blind tat cannot c the care of ppl giv u!! think abt it!! if I dun care of u, when u'r sad I will go console u even though i know u will chase me away! If I dun care of u, will I talk wit u when u find me dun care whether it will disturb other ppl ornt? I f I dun care u, will I sad and angry becoz u dun talk wit me?? If I dun care of u, will I worry abt u when I saw u left ur bag in school?? If I dun care of u, will I giv u advise??

U nvr feel tat care n u think is necessary n wat u think abt a friend who care of u is everyone must meet a car accident then go to hospital when on the way to buy u a gift!! everyone treat their friend in a different way, some always argue wit their friend but they still best friend!! Y u always hold a old thinking tat a good friend must sacrifice 4r u then is called a good friend??even nid terms n condition to prove tat u were the good friend?? tat is so childish! n foolish!

Go check dictionery! a meaning of friend is a person u know well and like, has the same interest and opinion as urself, and will help n support u!

I know u n I like u, tat y I wan to b'cum ur friend! we oso like anime n manga! when u'r down, i always come so tat u wont feel so lonely, but the result?? I go to ur place u chase me away! n I didn't do anything n u juz chase me away! u always compare me wit ur friends! I hav my own feeling! Im not ur servant! I hav my own personality! I hav my own way to treat my friends! I really dissapoint of u!!! U say I juz say but nvr do! u? r u do after u say? NEVER! atleast after u say tat I nvr go to ur place to talked wit u, now I start go to ur place!! but when I giv u advise? do u do it?? U NEVER THINK THAT U ARE WRONG! YOU TAKE THE CARE OF OTHER PEOPLE IS SHIT BUT U COMPLAIN TAT PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT U!

I'M VERY ANGRY WHEN U SAY TAT I NEVER CARE OF U! I'M OSO VERY SAD THAT U NEVER APPRECIATE THE CARE I GIV U! I'M VERY DISSAPOINT THAT U HURTED ME AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT NEVER THOUGHT OF REGRET N NEVER APPRECIATE!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Im Back!!


Sunday, April 18, 2010

HAHAX IM CRAZY!!! XD

IM SOOO HAPPY RITE NOW!!!! KYAAA!!!
MY OLD FRIEND, ELAINE LIM ONLINE JUZ NOW!!!! WEEE....
SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND WHEN IM IN PRIMARY SCHOOL...SOO MISS HER...
TOO BAD WE JUZ TALK 4R AWHILE THEN SHE OFF LIAO...SO RAJIN...
NEVER C HER ONLINE B4R...SHE SAY VERY BUSY TUITION...REALLY RAJIN...
N SHE OSO SHARED WIT ME SHE LOVE STORY....EEE....
HOPE I OSO GT ONE LAR...SHE SAY UNTIL SO ROMANTIC...HAIZ...
DUN SAY I ADY GT COZ TAT NOT MY BF OK!!! WE JUZ FRIENDS!!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I dissapoint 4r u...

Thank you, Thank you 3B, now im alrite ady...sorry for let u all woory abt me...sorry...
I promise I wont hurt myself for a stupid betrayer n murderer like him...
But...im really sad n dissapoint when i c him heard his voice...
2 years friendship juz vanish in one night...sorry guys, I 4rgt i still gt u all, im not alone...
n I juz hurt myself seriously 4r tat uglystupidfatcat. luckily I wake up by my friends
although we dun talked oftenly but u all so care of me...im really sorry...and thank you...
I promise I wont hurt my self...promise...

B4r I go, I have some song 4r my friends...
these r the thing that I wan to tell u...( take from lyric)
1.In The End, by Linkin Park, for Bryan
-Trying to hold on but didn't even know, waste it is all juzt to watch you go~
-What it meant to me is a memory of a time when I try so hard and got so far~
But in the end it doesn't even matter~
-I put my trust in you, Push as far as I can go, for all this...
2.Numb, by Linkin Park, for Justin( now u good to me now but sometime u mad at me dunno y, these are wat I wan tell u when u mad at me)
-every step that I take, Is another mistake to u~
-I, become so numb, I cant feel u there, Become so tired, so much more aware...
-cause everything that u thought I would be, has fallen apart, Right in front of you!

Now, I have to say good bye...I'm very dissapoint of u, u bastard, U IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOT, JERK AND NERD!!!! ( for The Blue Merlion)

Saturday, April 10, 2010

1st time go out wit J.Wen n QiQi

Today go watch movie "Clash of the Titans" wit Wynn them...
QiQi n J.Wen oso gt go...1st time go out wit them!!xDxD
mula-mula my two bros oso gt go d...but suddenly tell me they dunwan go ady...
tell Wynn but he say ady bought the ticket...so I found J.Wen to replace my bro...but still gt one more place...so Wynn say he go find one more...
I took some photo using J.Wen's camera, Wah...pro dou...her camera...
Anyway today im sooo happy bcoz I took the 1st photo wit my friends in shopping complex!

Friday, April 9, 2010

Thank you My friends (prt 2)

So glad to hav u all as my friends...I really appreciate u all...
when im down n upset...u all the 1st friends tat comfort me...
I really happy...
thanks ...
1.Christine
2.Wynn
3.Celia
4.QiQi
5.Agnes
6.Jing Wen
n oso many many friends tat comfort me...
Im very glad...^-^

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

U know wat thing can kill me easily? Hurted by the one I...

Dissapoint...
Middle ppl always the one tat hurted most...
Today Hari Sukan...I cried again...bcoz of tat justin again...
My heart very hurt when he say those things to me...
When I listen to Justin, I thought he was the victim...
When I talked wit Wynn n Bryan, they said I am the sufferer...
Im very confuse...dunno believe to who....very hurted...
Why?Why?Why?Why?
Wat hav Wynn n Bryan done to u?
Wat hav Justin done to u all???
Im very dissapoint...I thought I found a long lasting friendship but now...
Im very tired...I think I won't last any longer...I juz wan to rest...
Can I rest on the most comfortable coffin? or, a wide n warm shoulder?
save me...help me...pity me...hug me...comfort me...
please...I juz wan a friendship...wit good memory

2010...year of sadness n suffering?

TT...today ko-ku badminton nearly get kill...kena tembak by evil badminton ball many times...head...neck...even...tat...part oso kena tembak by Agnes, Christine n many ppl...TT

2010 years...to me is a very unhappy year...everyone surround me having quite bad relationship wit their best friend...like Justin, me, espeacially Wynn n Bryan...dunno y they hate Justin?? I really dun get it...Teoh...dunno him, suddenly away from Christine n S.Z, ask him wat happen dun wan say...miss his old self... n oso many many friends...

U know...I really sad c-ing u all unhappy n suffer...I very unhappy when I c a friend not happy...I dunwan leave anyone alone but...

Please...dun let me sad because of ur own suffer...If u wan a listener...find me at anytime...I really wan to help u all...please...anyone...no matter u very friend wit me or juz normal friend, I juz wanna help u...

Sunday, April 4, 2010

my front hair...

5555...dunno my brain gt problem ady...I go cut my front hair!!! so ugly...T.T 555...dunno 2molo go school wat will my friend think...

Saturday, April 3, 2010

4r my friend tat think everyone is not a true friend...

So sad when I saw my friend not happy...he said we not care abt him...always ignore him...say bad thing abt him...
but...when u complain abt ppl not friendly to u...think abt urself 1st, izzit b'coz u done smtg tat ppl dun like the action? or ur attitude? if still dunno...try ask ur friends, y they dun like u? when ppl advise u, did u listen?? I know ur feeling very well...coz i experience tat b4r...n i worse than u tat time...my friend abandone me n I dunno the reason, when i know the reason...i collapse, then, I was alone in tat whole year...form 1...no friend talked to me...everyone abandoned me...
I think u lucky than me...atleast still gt ppl willing to talk wit u when u find them...n u oso know the reason tat y ppl dun like u...
so...try to fix ur weakness 1st, collect the complaine u receive, fix it...then u'll find it all the case will solve...

remember, u always the most importance friend in my heart...thank you 4r giving me a sweet memory in secondary school life...